Winning Over Internal Struggles

26 المشاهدات· 24/08/10

Shaykh Dr. Usama Al-Atar
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Lecture by Dr. Usama Al-Atar
ISIA - Edmonton
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[0:25]muhammad muhammad foreign the human being brothers and sisters when you compare

[1:25]him to the other creation of allah you find him unique for

[1:35]example the other creation of allah don't have a struggle you don't

[1:41]have for example a son struggling with itself should i rise in

[1:44]the morning or shall i not rise in the morning and you

[1:47]have a part of it says no it's too early for me

[1:51]to rise let me just rest for a little bit more and

[1:54]then i'll wake up and get up or the moon saying no

[1:56]no you know what i'm too tired let me just take a

[1:59]break a little bit i'm working night and day and day and

[2:00]night you know night here i come up then it becomes daytime

[2:06]i don't rest i go to the other side of the globe

[2:07]you know and i i come up on the other so always

[2:11]difficulty you don't have that struggle in there for example and you

[2:16]find for example when you compare it to the animals the human

[2:21]being needs some nourishment needs some caring for needs to be supplied

[2:28]with the tools he or she needs to grow up whereas sometimes

[2:31]if i have animals in many cases they are born with all

[2:36]the tools they need they have the clause for example when they

[2:39]grow they start using them it's not that the mother for example

[2:43]or the father would give them this clause and say here now

[2:46]you should wear this they have the fur for example that covers

[2:49]their bodies it's not that the mother needs to tell them now

[2:53]it's winter you need to wear this fur they have the equipment

[2:56]or the tools necessary allah gave it to them they have these

[3:00]the human being however no he needs to acquire these tools he

[3:06]needs to get them plus he has a continuous struggle inside him

[3:11]there is a continuous struggle so allah the human being is created

[3:30]weak weak this weakness implies one the physical weakness of the human

[3:37]being yes indeed you find this a human being comes to this

[3:43]world doesn't know anything allah says about the human when he comes

[3:47]out from the womb of the mother.

[3:54]that allah brought you from the womb of your mother's not knowing

[4:02]anything and it's true you find a child a baby when he

[4:07]comes out does not know how to speak even speaking he doesn't

[4:10]know how to speak he learns to speak language allah gave him

[4:25]this language he doesn't know it he comes out otherwise you take

[4:27]a human being you put him in the middle of nowhere he

[4:31]won't be able to speak he doesn't know that language the human

[4:33]being doesn't even know how to walk he learns walking through looking

[4:37]at the adults and the family for example he looks at his

[4:41]father his mother his older siblings walking he learns how to walk

[4:43]otherwise he may not even think of how to learn how to

[4:47]walk doesn't know how to do that he is so weak if

[4:51]you leave him by himself or herself one or two days he

[4:52]will die he will not be able to get his food he

[4:56]will not be able to survive he needs the clothing you have

[5:00]to give him the mother or the father have to give him

[5:03]the protection that he requires so very weak indeed the human being

[5:10]is grown initially weak and then slowly he starts to gain his

[5:13]strength slowly he starts to gain his powers but then there is

[5:22]another additional weakness that strikes this human being and that weakness that

[5:28]also is born with the human as well is not just the

[5:33]physical weakness but rather the spiritual weakness spiritually he's weak intellectually he

[5:43]is weak psychologically he's weak and that's why islam puts a great

[5:48]emphasis on the parents when they raise these children to make sure

[5:53]they feed this into the life of the child feed the spirituality

[5:59]in his life you know there is an arabic poet who says

[6:15]he says may allah not ever punish my mother why because she

[6:22]drank the love of ali the love of ali she drank it

[6:29]and she fed it to me with her milk so the milk

[6:33]of the mother does not just give the nutrients and this has

[6:37]been shown that the milk of the mother does not only give

[6:40]nutrients but rather spiritually feeds this child spiritually feeds the child so

[6:47]my mother fed me this love of bait fed it to me

[6:49]and i had a father who used to love him he used

[6:57]to love alibaba so from my father and from my mother i

[6:59]learned to love you find this islam emphasize this spiritual growth teaching

[7:08]the children about the love of the merits of bait making them

[7:13]grow in this love of and to whom the arabs attribute the

[7:27]establishment of arabic grammar they say he is the father of arabic

[7:35]grammar we believe that him he taught him the laws the basics

[7:39]and he told him now write a book about it so one

[7:43]day he arrives in the house and he finds his daughter eating

[7:48]honey he tells his wife where do we get honey from this

[7:50]is a luxury where does it come from who brought us this

[7:54]honey the wife said a man brought it as a gift from

[7:56]sufyan he gave us this honey so he turned to his he

[8:03]turned to his daughter who was eating from this honey and she

[8:06]was three years old according to some traditions three-year-old he told her

[8:12]listen do you know that this honey came from a man who

[8:17]hates ali who is the enemy of ali of she said really

[8:24]he said yes so she put her fingers into her mouth and

[8:28]she threw out this honey that she ate she said such honey

[8:32]we don't want and then this three-year-old started reciting verses of poetry

[8:37]where she started saying abhishek do you think that honey that you

[8:48]have made nice with saffron you put some saffron in this honey

[8:53]you think with this honey we can you can buy our religion

[8:55]from us you can buy the love of alibn from us she

[9:00]says never allah never our masters this is indeed something that how

[9:09]did she learn at this three years old how does she have

[9:13]this love of minis it's taught to her by the father by

[9:18]by the parents so teaching them spiritually teaching them psychologically emotionally making

[9:23]the child stronger you find some children who have great confidence in

[9:29]themselves even though if you take a look at them you find

[9:33]them maybe they are not the best in the school they're not

[9:34]the best students in the school yet they might be the ones

[9:36]who succeed in their lives and you have a child who's good

[9:41]in the school but he may not become successful in life part

[9:44]of the reasons is that the parents keep telling this other child

[9:48]the one who is not very smart let's say not very good

[9:51]in school you are good you will be successful you can succeed

[9:54]and so he grows up in this psychological environment emotionally he feels

[10:00]that he is good he can't succeed i know he does he

[10:05]does on the opposite you have a child who is successful smart

[10:08]but the parents might destroy him shatter him or don't nourish him

[10:12]so he won't succeed as much same thing intellectual advancements you find

[10:18]this human being born without any intellectual concepts yet slowly he starts

[10:23]to grow and nourish such that you find him building skyrockets and

[10:27]for example you find him building these high rises where he lives

[10:33]in 120 story buildings even though the human being himself cannot exceed

[10:37]maybe two and a half meters in length in height yet he

[10:43]builds these tall high rises how did he come up with all

[10:46]this you know it's all a development that he went through yet

[10:48]this human being brothers and sisters has some internal struggles internal struggles

[10:56]internal issues that he has such issues do not exist in the

[11:04]universe universe as i mentioned allah subhanahu wa ta'ala who created everything

[11:07]like musa alaihissalam when he tells firaoun my lord is the one

[11:12]who created everything he gave it guidance everything is guided by allah

[11:20]the human being allah showed him the guidance the path of guidance

[11:24]but he chooses he gave him the free will to choose so

[11:29]he has this internal struggle so the struggle that we see it

[11:32]is not in the world the struggles that we see the issues

[11:36]we see in the world it is not a struggle as some

[11:38]people perceive between allah paramount almighty in other words nothing can stand

[11:59]in his will over or in in the face of his commands

[12:03]nothing so what is iblis he is powerless helpless the struggles we

[12:08]see in the world are the human beings the problems of the

[12:11]human being the struggles of the human being as the hadith says

[12:17]every human being the heart of every human has two ears you

[12:20]know sometimes they draw on cartoons you know they draw for example

[12:25]an angel on one side and the devil on the other side

[12:26]trying to whisper to the man you know the angel says don't

[12:30]do this and the devil says no do it for example or

[12:34]vice versa so the angel tells him be good the devil the

[12:38]hadith implies something similar where every heart of every human has two

[12:42]ears one is basically where the angels are telling or the human

[12:50]conscious is speaking into him and the other one is the human's

[12:53]desires his desires his anger is trying to speak into it and

[12:56]that is the internal conflict that is internal struggle this internal struggle

[13:03]then is reflected on the outside in the world so you have

[13:08]people fighting wars destroying lands causing corruption and others know they're trying

[13:17]to make peace trying to make justice and so that's when the

[13:24]clashes occur that's when that clashes you have people of haqq and

[13:28]people of battle people on the truth and people on falsehood this

[13:32]is all stemming from the internal struggles of the human being now

[13:38]a person might say well why bother with the struggles just leave

[13:45]us leave us let us sit alone i don't want to bother

[13:48]like for example that companion of the prophet in the battle of

[13:57]safin used to go and pray behind me and at the time

[14:02]of food he goes to eat with muawiyam and when they fight

[14:07]he goes on a nearby hill sits on the hill on the

[14:12]mountain and observes he doesn't participate so he was asked why do

[14:16]you do this i mean which side are you on he said

[14:19]neighbor no nobody's side praying behind ali of nabi talib is better

[14:23]for my religion but eating with more away is better for my

[14:28]stomach and when they fight let them fight i don't care this

[14:30]is none of my business you know they have problems let them

[14:32]sort it out themselves you know this of course is a false

[14:35]ideology that ideology is false whenever we are faced with haqq or

[14:41]battle one has to take a stand one has to take a

[14:45]stand with hat against the stand with battle again the stat of

[14:48]battle against battle allah says allah some people to stand in the

[15:07]face of others then you would find monasteries places of worship temples

[15:13]you would find synagogues churches and mosques where the names of allah

[15:21]the names of allah is mentioned in them constantly they would be

[15:25]destroyed they would be destroyed and interestingly here allah mentions all places

[15:30]of worship all places of worship and we find this truly in

[15:34]the message of salam and the path of al-bait you find they

[15:38]defended places of worship irrespective of what they worship never do we

[15:43]have rasulullah destroying for example ordering the destruction of places of worship

[15:48]you know so the same thing islam respects them you have your

[15:57]religion we have our religion allah you don't want to accept it

[15:59]no problem so these struggles exist within the human being now a

[16:05]question might arise as well so when we are faced with a

[16:07]difficulty we have to take a stand we have to go with

[16:11]the haqq we can't just keep quiet otherwise there will be problems

[16:14]in the world the question that some people arise is so why

[16:19]did allah subhanahu wa'ta'ala create the human being weak why couldn't allah

[16:23]subhanahu wa'ta'ala give him the ability to make all the right decisions

[16:29]do all the right things in response to this we say then

[16:32]what is the difference between him and the animals if that is

[16:35]the case the human being becomes just like the animals in that

[16:38]case animals also allah gave them a path to live you find

[16:43]for example the bees of honey those who make honey the bees

[16:45]they live this path for the past i don't know thousands of

[16:49]years since allah created them until the day of judgment they will

[16:53]never develop themselves they will never for example go and seek to

[16:56]become better to improve their lives to improve the production of honey

[17:02]why because that's why allah created them they don't have this ability

[17:05]that makes them strive to become better so allah gave us the

[17:11]desire allah gave us the anger and allah gave us the mind

[17:16]so we can utilize it to become better to improve our lives

[17:20]if otherwise we would become just like the animals the cattle whatever

[17:26]allah created and then the next question is okay so if that

[17:30]is the case why allah creates all this corruption first of all

[17:37]allah did not create the corruption in the in the land allah

[17:40]created the human being and gave him that ability the ability to

[17:47]make corruption gave it to him but also guided him told him

[17:49]this is right and this is wrong now i will leave you

[17:53]it's up to you to decide what you want to do with

[17:56]it the reason allah did this so that the human can strive

[18:01]the human can move forward the human can excel can exceed can

[18:05]get up can realize there is a conflict and this conflict is

[18:11]what drives him what pushes him to improve in fact interestingly some

[18:15]scholars and thinkers says what really drives history history what does dry

[18:19]what what makes history what drives history and the response is the

[18:24]struggles the struggles some thinkers say that it is the struggles of

[18:27]the human being that drives history you have some people who always

[18:32]look for corruption and to achieve their corruption they spread whatever means

[18:38]that they could use they keep people in darknesses they keep people

[18:44]in lies they make people uneducated on the face of those people

[18:49]you have individuals who want to cause no peace who want to

[18:53]cause education who want to resolve people and elevate their status you

[18:58]have ahabil and you have an ibrahim alaihi and you also have

[19:08]namrud rulers that they lived through you find them they wanted those

[19:30]enemies of allah subhanahu wa'ta'ala wanted to destroy the religion wanted to

[19:34]spread their own agendas but you have people standing in their faces

[19:38]and calling that by god we will not give you our hands

[19:41]like slaves or like people who have humility and do not have

[19:48]dignity nor are we going to run away like slaves so this

[19:52]is in the path of bait this is the path of having

[19:58]said this the prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam says in a hadith that

[20:07]this world needs four things to be established in a peaceful way

[20:13]what are they for one alimony alma and an ignorant person who

[20:40]does not feel too arrogant to go and seek knowledge some people

[20:47]unfortunately have that elegance although he doesn't know anything but he says

[20:52]no i am a scholar and we'll come to that insha allah

[21:00]and a rich wealthy person who gives who's generous he gives a

[21:06]rich person who gives and for eve and a poor person who

[21:16]does not sell his own for the dunya of another person for

[21:22]another person that is the problem he says the prophet salallahu continues

[21:27]he says if the scholar the educated one keeps his knowledge to

[21:36]himself doesn't teach it to others and was a helgha hello buddha

[21:43]and the ignorant does not go to seek the knowledge that he

[21:49]needs to learn about abu hanif had discussions with imam assad until

[22:00]finally he confessed and he said that you are right i will

[22:09]stop teaching what i'm teaching imam alaihi islam responded back to him

[22:12]he said he says no the love of authority is not going

[22:24]to leave you alone you like this authority it's not going to

[22:27]leave you so you have an individual who claims to be a

[22:30]alim yet to appoint a discussion with imam al-salam he confesses i

[22:36]don't know anything i don't know much i don't know much but

[22:39]this is causing problems now in the world if the island stops

[22:46]teaching and if an ignorant person continues on his ignorance without seeking

[22:52]the right guidance that's why imam al-jawad al-islam says he says if

[22:59]the ignorant one keeps quiet no problems in this world exist problem

[23:03]is when a person who thinks that he has some some knowledge

[23:09]and starts spreading his knowledge to the people what else and if

[23:19]the poor or the rich person becomes stingy with his wealth by

[23:24]giving he becomes tinji and he says out of the poor person

[23:39]sells his another person's religion then you will find halal corruption difficulties

[23:45]will come and punishment punishment continuously writing to him come come to

[24:05]my side come join me and he would offer him he would

[24:12]tell him i'll give you this i'll give you this i'll give

[24:14]you that finally he gave him to the governorship of egypt which

[24:20]was a big thing by the time in fact until this day

[24:25]the leadership of egypt is a big thing you know apparently but

[24:28]back on those days also it was a big thing so he

[24:33]accepted he accepted finally and shifted sides he shifted one day muawiyah

[24:39]was talking with him he says your price was very high your

[24:46]price was really high kalawa he said but i'm still at a

[24:56]loss you say my price is high it's still too little it's

[24:57]too cheap i'm the one who's losing i'm the one who's losing

[25:02]he said how come you've been given the governorship of egypt what

[25:07]else do you want he said i sold my ah dunya i'm

[25:16]the person knows exactly what he's doing but he chooses he chose

[25:23]allah i'm selling my ah dunya not even his own dunya the

[25:32]dunya he sells it he gives it to him and so he

[25:37]tells him one day when muawiyah took him away from the governorship

[25:44]of egypt he wrote he writes a whole poem to muawiyab sufyan

[25:45]and he tells him you have no right in taking me away

[25:50]from this this post this position because this is not your right

[25:53]anyways to assign or to to not assign this is not you

[25:58]you and i fought against and you and i know very well

[26:05]that we are on the wrong side and you and i know

[26:06]very well on the day of judgment ali will be with haqq

[26:11]with the truth in jannah and you and i will be in

[26:14]the opposite side and then he tells him and how can you

[26:21]compare the dust to the stars and how can you compare away

[26:24]to ali you know subhanallah this is but that is the struggles

[26:29]within the human being so these struggles are there they exist but

[26:33]the human being has that potential has that ability to excel psychologically

[26:39]spiritually intellectually he has all these potentials if he can of course

[26:46]face these challenges a person cannot just say you know what the

[26:50]struggles are too much i cannot handle them and therefore he becomes

[26:56]like us for example and goes with that flow no this is

[26:59]not a person needs some factors some need some factors important factors

[27:04]one he needs hope a human being must have the hope these

[27:11]are some of the internal factors he need without hope he won't

[27:16]be achieving much there has to be this hope this optimism the

[27:24]optimism you know like winston churchill says he says an optimistic person

[27:35]finds an opportunity in every calamity and a pessimistic person finds a

[27:42]calamity in every opportunity so one a problem arises an optimistic person

[27:52]sees an opportunity in this problem says let me seize it whereas

[27:55]a pessimistic person no every opportunity that comes he sees it as

[28:02]a problem as a calamity you know the cliche that says the

[28:05]glass is half full and some people see it half empty oh

[28:09]you make a dot in a page a white page and you

[28:12]tell a person what do you see the natural response of many

[28:18]human beings say i see a black dot so what about all

[28:20]this white that's around the page a person just goes immediately to

[28:25]the black dots you know this is done even in psychology classes

[28:27]they do this if you go to a psychology very early psychology

[28:32]classes one of the beginning lessons they teach in the first classes

[28:34]is they the teacher would put up this black dot on a

[28:38]page on a white way it says and as the students what

[28:41]do you see you find the students many of them say we

[28:43]see a black dot he says what about the rest of the

[28:47]white around that black dot don't you see that they say yeah

[28:49]we see it but it's the black dot that catches the attention

[28:51]so the human needs this opportunity the optimism needs to have that

[29:02]optimism second he needs to have the confidence the confidence in himself

[29:06]and the confidence that he can change the state of the affairs

[29:09]the situation he must have that confidence within himself that you know

[29:14]what the problems that are on my head here that i'm faced

[29:18]with these are not forces that are you know holding me down

[29:21]and are tying me down and i can't let them go no

[29:24]these are issues that i need to face them and go fight

[29:30]them sometimes you have people who sit down and say my god

[29:32]i don't know where to start from there are so many problems

[29:36]i have so many issues i don't even know where to begin

[29:39]you need to sit down relax a little bit have a cup

[29:44]of chai you know and think clear your head and start thinking

[29:50]just by sitting down and saying what am i gonna do how

[29:54]am i going to solve this problem this will not solve this

[29:56]problem getting angry will not solve this problem getting upset and stressed

[30:02]is not going to solve the problem one needs to sit down

[30:06]and relax and think how can i resolve this issue knowing the

[30:14]confidence inside i can resolve it they say to every disease there

[30:21]is a medicine there is a cure you know but we may

[30:23]not have discovered it yet but there exists one third we need

[30:29]to have that rely on allah subhanahu wa ta'ala rely on allah

[30:32]you need to have the faith in allah that rely on allah

[30:37]you try this these are internal issues we also need practical points

[30:43]what are the practical points one patience patients need to have their

[30:55]patients patience is extremely important like amygdala says a faith without patience

[31:04]is like a body without a head you need to have the

[31:11]patience and second is the perseverance perseverance perseverance those two points as

[31:18]well practical points so we have three internal issues and we have

[31:25]two practical issues what we need to put into perspective the prophet

[31:29]sallam tells us be aware of two qualities don't have them what

[31:36]are they available he says giving up and being lazy those two

[31:49]problems giving up and laziness it says don't have these attributes these

[31:54]qualities you find some of the muslims today they are sloths masha'allah

[31:59]they sleep on khalas that's it masha'allah that's it all they do

[32:05]you have a koala for example the koala is an animal that

[32:09]sleeps 18 hours a day masha'allah you know 18 hours a day

[32:14]it sleeps and gets up and eats this eucalyptus you know leaves

[32:19]and then goes back to sleep as well that's why when you

[32:23]see a koala in the zoo it's so boring you know yes

[32:26]the animal is very cute but when you see him it's just

[32:29]sleeping that's it you know it doesn't do anything so when the

[32:31]koala wakes up you find them making an announcement in the zoo

[32:33]the koala actually woke up you know go go see the koalas

[32:37]now they woke up they make announcements you have sometimes really the

[32:42]some people are like this as well masha allah just sleeping 18

[32:47]hours a day you know and if they can in ramadan they

[32:51]will do that as well masha'allah 18 hours a day you know

[32:52]they would love it mashallah yeah it is truly you know a

[32:56]problem so he says the prophet continues giving up and perseverance and

[33:04]and laziness he says if you become if you give up you

[33:20]would not be able to be patient on the hak on the

[33:24]truth you give up i can't do this anymore so let me

[33:28]join away aside that's it and if you are lazy then you

[33:34]will not be able to deliver the truth to its people you

[33:36]will not be able to give it off muhammad ibn abi omayr

[33:41]was in the prison of haruna rasheed this man was a alim

[33:44]and he was a wealthy man he was very wealthy he was

[33:47]rich he was a businessman they arrested him they put him in

[33:51]the prison of sandeep in shahid the same prison where the imam

[33:54]salam allah al-imam was put not at the same time but different

[34:01]times he was put in the same prison the same prisoner as

[34:06]individual sometimes himself used to attend the punishment and the persecution of

[34:14]muhammad he personally used to come back himself used to come to

[34:17]see him why what did they want from him one thing they

[34:21]wanted the names of the shia tell us who are your followers

[34:27]who are the followers of imam al-qaeda the followers of give us

[34:33]the names that's all we know they would take a stick made

[34:36]of wood they would put nails into the stick and they would

[34:41]beat him with it at one point muhammad himself he says i

[34:51]was about to confess from all these beatings i weakened it was

[34:59]not easy they used to beat him he says but then i

[35:03]hear the voice of the cell next to me a voice came

[35:07]from the cell next to him there was a man by the

[35:13]name of muhammad eben yunus ibn abdul rahman when i weakened i

[35:21]was about to confess i heard him saying from the cell next

[35:28]door yep what are you going to say he says this gave

[35:46]me the strength one word one sentence so brothers and sisters sometimes

[35:54]all you need is one sentence of encouragement to the people give

[35:59]them the support give them the encouragement that what makes leaders that's

[36:07]what helps people to change one sentence he says that gave me

[36:13]the strength to face all this oppression and aggression and persecution until

[36:17]finally he was let go after years of imprisonment he came back

[36:24]and he lost all his wealth and he lost his eyesight as

[36:30]well from all this persecution became blind a person who narrates the

[36:37]story he says him not expressing the names of the people cost

[36:42]him one hundred thousand degrees one hundred thousand silver coins because he

[36:47]did not mention any names the prize was one hundred thousand derham

[36:51]he kept quiet he had a struggle as well in the inside

[36:55]he had a struggle it was not easy but he came out

[37:02]victorious he came out winning he did not side with the battle

[37:06]and that's what albeit one of our brothers and sisters they want

[37:12]us to follow the truth these struggles we will have internally all

[37:17]the time we will be faced with these issues and problems we

[37:21]have to stand up for haqq and face them we need to

[37:27]have the optimism we need to have the confidence and the faith

[37:30]that we can make a difference we need to rely on allah

[37:35]we need to be determined and we need to be patient you

[37:43]do this and slowly you'll allah will illuminate the path of hak

[37:48]for the individual like muhammad bin abr at the time when he

[37:55]weakened allah sent him the voice of muhammad ibn yunus to help

[38:00]him to give him the boost and the power and to remain

[38:04]steadfast and you find the followers of imam hussain salaam allah as

[38:09]companions on that on that path not giving up despite the difficulties

[38:16]they had to face despite the problems they had to face the

[38:20]persecution they had to face they stayed on the hak until they

[38:25]all were killed one after the other imam hussain salam allah stood

[38:31]there on the plains of karbala and calling them why am i

[38:42]calling you and you don't respond to your master but how can

[38:47]you respond when your heads have been separated from your body he

[38:55]stood there and then he started calling for help imam and all

[39:05]of the sudden he finds a boy whose face is so bright

[39:12]and shiny a man who used to resemble rasulullah he looks at

[39:19]him this is his son coming to his father and says father

[39:24]give me the permission to fight before you and what a difficult

[39:28]thing for a father to tell his son yes go and fight

[39:34]go and get killed so imam hussain raised his hands he said

[39:40]oh allah bear witness on those people they invited us to support

[39:49]us and they they went against us and started killing us so

[39:53]ali akbar went out fighting in the battlefield we are defending the

[40:08]prophet's family and he fights bravely imam hussain alaihissalam rides on his

[40:12]horse he waits for that moment until the cry is made of

[40:53]what a difficult moment historians say he threw himself from his horse

[40:59]to the body of his son crying allah they came and they

[41:34]carried him to the tent and that's when his mother came by

[41:40]and started crying oh foreign is a

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Winning Over Internal Struggles

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