The Signs of Narcissism - Hajj Wissam Bazzi

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[0:04]good evening and welcome to another one of our Friday night programs

[0:10]here at the IAA presented by the myc my name is Mohammed

[0:12]ham Coast and I'm a alaikum and before we get started I

[0:17]would like to present to you brother underwater Mahmoud on him for

[0:21]him reciting Quran so please help him welcome him up to the

[0:24]podium after allowed salawats Allah Muhammad Worley Muhammad I wouldn't love him

[0:46]in a shameful on it was this man [Music] what some huge

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[3:20]attack ahadees in June Corona was a mood by little lady in

[3:35]a cafe didi [Music] dadi him salawatu I'm not Vali Mohammed thank

[4:13]you brother onward for the beautiful recitation can we please give him

[4:18]another loud salawats allah muhammad wa ala muhammad tonight's topic is the

[4:26]sign of narcissism for at our guest speaker hodge rhys embassy but

[4:30]before we get started can we please have the brothers and sisters

[4:32]move up to the front a bit so we can you know

[4:39]get more type so please help please help me give also allah

[4:45]muhammad wa ala muhammad for how to assemble everyone Salaam my Joe

[4:58]Ali Mohammed thank you for that wonderful introduction I love it it's

[5:06]amazing I'm not picking on you either trust me if if I

[5:12]can seriously just have you just come up as much as possible

[5:15]it's just a lot easier for me to connect to you guys

[5:19]so the more I can look at your amazing mashaallah faces and

[5:24]the Eman that just comes out of them just it makes me

[5:34]a lot stronger so Salaam Muhammad Ali Mohammed thank you I appreciate

[5:51]it audhu billahi min ash-shaytani r-rajim bismillahi r-rahman r-rahim o salatu was-salam

[5:56]ala stuffy Lambie our evil mursaleen about cousin Muhammad Ali elevated her

[6:01]play abhi na pas here in I just want you to imagine

[6:14]just for a little bit just go on a journey with me

[6:16]and one should imagine a man who is standing in front of

[6:25]you and it's about 1400 years ago you don't know what this

[6:30]man's gonna say you don't know what he's gonna do but everyone

[6:37]has gathered and now this man states on the side of a

[6:48]mountain and he says if there was a caravan behind this mountain

[6:51]would you but if I said to you there's a caravan behind

[6:59]this mountain would you believe me they said what yes we would

[7:05]believe you gave him two names what are the two names can

[7:09]anybody say them can anybody say the names what did they say

[7:15]to him let me test your history a little bit they said

[7:18]to him you are a Sadiq well I mean the truthful one

[7:25]trust where they want place yourself in that land you don't know

[7:31]if this man is gonna complete his mission you don't know who

[7:37]he really is as a person it's much more difficult to believe

[7:42]in that state but what characteristics did they give him truthful truthfulness

[7:54]and trustworthiness I want to take you to a little layer it's

[8:00]a layered process every one of you here at the end of

[8:07]the day you have something called character what is your character it's

[8:17]your identity that identity that you hold has characteristics that identity is

[8:26]up for sale every single day you're selling it every single day

[8:34]when a cop pulls you over thank you sir I appreciate it

[8:43]your principal your dean your teacher you're always selling what your character

[8:54]now how do you sell that character how what dictates you having

[9:05]a strong personality the way you sell your character is through look

[9:11]at any relationship any two people with two intentions the bridge between

[9:18]those two intentions is what trust look at your relationship now with

[9:29]anyone when the worst thing happens to you and you're just sitting

[9:32]there and something really awful happens to you you pick up the

[9:36]phone and what do you do you call someone that's your most

[9:43]trusted person so why trust to be able to sell your character

[9:51]you have to build trust with people how do you build trust

[9:59]so layer one is your character you are a product and it's

[10:03]for sale and it's undisplaced a single day you are that product

[10:15]it's your character now we said to sell your character you have

[10:18]to build trust people have to trust you number two through that

[10:26]trust how do you sell trust honesty I saw the ploy I

[10:34]mean the truthful trustworthy one that creates credibility when you stand and

[10:44]people know you are honest what happens your character will dominate any

[10:52]situation and I'm gonna get I'm going to take you through that

[10:58]and someone who's narcissistic what happens to them there are actually opposite

[11:03]of everything that I'm gonna show you I'm gonna take you through

[11:07]a process that we all go through every single day all of

[11:13]us every single decision you make where is it coming from do

[11:20]you in the depths of your soul you pull out your words

[11:24]and when you speak you shake the ground it's what the truth

[11:32]entails when you can do that when you can dig that far

[11:38]into your own self and look and say you know what this

[11:41]is me and I'm not afraid to show you my mistakes I

[11:48]wear those on my left sleeve and I'm not afraid to show

[11:51]you what I can do and I wear that on my right

[11:54]sleeve and I don't care I will display Who I am regardless

[11:59]Imam Sajjad ali salami says well only will hawk want us to

[12:06]say the truth even if it is against myself can you be

[12:09]like that can you have that kind of what integrity or your

[12:15]face is just one I don't flip a million different faces because

[12:19]of the individual who's in front of me I don't I'm one

[12:25]person one character I'm truthful and I'm trustworthy and I stand I

[12:34]don't move because in my heart I have that I'm secure now

[12:40]how do you say the truth and you are honest right now

[12:49]I'll give you a quick example I'm gonna take you through impression

[12:54]management in a little bit but how do you stay honest there's

[13:01]internal honesty and external honesty internal honesty I do something with my

[13:09]daughter and I'll explain to you I'll give you the example some

[13:15]of us we love to lie to ourselves we love to think

[13:18]that why we're a certain person the ideal self and when we

[13:26]live and when we talk when I circulate my tongue and I

[13:29]transmit my message to you I build a character in my head

[13:35]first and I display it to y'all as I look at me

[13:38]but it has nothing to do with you I'm just impression managing

[13:46]you I give you something you want to see I build an

[13:49]identity based on the individual that's standing in front of me is

[14:01]that truthfulness is that trustworthiness that's very difficult to do by the

[14:09]way but some people are masters at it they will study every

[14:12]single cool thing that you do they're watching you with the utmost

[14:16]precision and guess what they can even take it to the level

[14:23]of emotional mimicry they can actually mimic your emotions and show you

[14:28]that they're a mirror of you I can actually sell you emotions

[14:31]I can feel what you feel but it's not real I've had

[14:41]people like that people who are so good in the corporate world

[14:50]my god what they can do they can literally display emotions but

[14:55]they're not real emotions but they will display them to you and

[14:59]you will believe them it's incredible when someone's like that so impression

[15:07]management is something that when I dig into myself I don't like

[15:12]Who I am when I look inside and I truly look inside

[15:25]and I'm truly honest with myself I don't like Who I am

[15:30]so do you think if I don't like something do you think

[15:37]I want to display it to the world it becomes very difficult

[15:41]I don't want you to see that person cuz I don't like

[15:47]them so now what do I start doing to gain attention I

[15:50]have a need for admiration what do I start doing what do

[15:57]most people please just answer me real quick it's not rhetorical what

[16:00]do people start doing to gain attention what is it by things

[16:07]like what give me some examples what do they buy cars houses

[16:11]why is that so important you ever heard of something like having

[16:15]a trophy wife you want to know how that works works sisters

[16:20]let me show you how it works okay get away from this

[16:26]guy please trust me you have no idea what's coming your way

[16:28]and none of the guys here hamdullah are like that right guys

[16:35]okay so now here's what a person like that is doing they

[16:38]need a trophy wife how why do they really care about you

[16:45]as a person or their own sense of self it's an exaggerated

[16:51]sense of self now when that person has you underneath his arm

[16:56]here's what happens your beauty which he thinks is something it's a

[17:03]lot of value and unfortunately these days beauty is sold and it

[17:13]makes our women I'm sorry so cheap but not our women and

[17:17]when you hold value and you put the scarf on and if

[17:23]you're having a bad battle with it it's okay it's okay and

[17:27]sometimes the scarf itself is not respected in the right way and

[17:35]it's even worn the scarf is not a piece of clothing it's

[17:39]not an article of clothing it's an identity there's an internal scarf

[17:46]an external scarf completely different reality please trust that trust it it's

[17:54]there for you it's not there for anyone else it's for you

[17:58]and my brothers same thing please when you see something on the

[18:08]internet don't lick it don't cuz you know it's wrong but we

[18:15]choose to display ourselves this way ask yourself please the next time

[18:22]you want to take that Marlo action do you realize what you're

[18:26]doing do you you think these small decisions that you make you

[18:30]think they're not gonna affect you don't do the things you don't

[18:36]want to become don't your wiring yourself and you think in 10

[18:40]years I'm just gonna change it doesn't happen you're gonna lose yourself

[18:44]the target that you had I'm gonna go to hogr when I'm

[18:48]60 I'm sorry by the time you get there you know what's

[18:51]gonna happen you won't even know Hodges okay now I'm giving you

[18:59]some bits and pieces in terms of narcissism on the inside but

[19:03]I don't care about that listen the profits too great Salameh holla

[19:08]holla the profit is amazing when you choose to follow our principles

[19:13]our religion it's amazing what happens to you how you become so

[19:17]intact and your identity and then when you speak the truth is

[19:25]on your tongue and your sincerity is in your heart how do

[19:29]you speak the truth let me go back to my point how

[19:34]do you speak the truth the truth is a very difficult thing

[19:43]al hakama Holly Holly you My Luck the truth is with Ali

[19:46]and Ali is with the truth it's a two-way street now in

[19:57]order for you to say that it's illallah muhammadu and mama I

[20:10]want to thank one of my brother's was here and his person

[20:14]that means a lot to me and me and him I've grown

[20:19]up together a little older than him but I can still hang

[20:25]I'm did Allah and he's a very special person to me and

[20:27]this is the Brotherhood you guys need to form okay you guys

[20:33]need to understand that and the sisterhood as well you can't just

[20:37]pick up people off the street and say hey just be my

[20:42]friend you can't do that you got to share these things the

[20:45]marshal I've watched him grow the amazing person in my life and

[20:51]a lot of people's lives in this community I want to thank

[20:55]Jed I'm running here for being here and he's in the back

[20:59]let's give him a lot of salawats Adam I'm a jolly Mohammad

[21:03]I remember Jalen when he was about 15 years of age but

[21:12]I'm not gonna say anything about him I thought I was gonna

[21:15]get you guys but no it's okay hamdulillah these are beautiful things

[21:19]it's amazing and this is why I tell you guys my sisters

[21:24]and my brothers who's gonna take who's gonna take the next level

[21:29]who's gonna stand up here and trust me our sisters need to

[21:36]step up you need to because the programming that's happening unbelievable you

[21:43]need to step up because now when a man says something it's

[21:50]automatically what goes against him so if you say it and you

[21:58]step up it's incredible what happens so you need to step up

[22:01]you need to talk you need to voice your opinion so now

[22:04]how do you say the truth take this with you please if

[22:08]you don't take anything from this presentation take this the truth is

[22:17]when you drop the outcome when you drop the outcome one second

[22:23]area alright when you drop the outcome in the Quran it says

[22:31]what's a man know will mount in kuntum Saudi clean longed for

[22:36]death if you are truthful now when the truth is with you

[22:44]what happens to you let's take an example of Imam Ali RA

[22:56]Salaam Imam Ali is in the middle of a battle how do

[23:03]you get to these kinds of feelings how how as a person

[23:07]test yourself at this level can you long for death so what

[23:16]happens when you long for death death is a scary thing it's

[23:21]packed with fear but if you long for death are you fearful

[23:35]you're not so how do you get to a state of security

[23:38]when the situation holds utmost fear how when you have the truth

[23:48]in your heart and you can dig to that level I'm telling

[23:51]you the peace and the calmness that you feel is incredible Imam

[24:00]Ali's in the middle of battle he's facing some against someone now

[24:07]what happens Imam Ali knocks his sword away he looks at him

[24:12]and he says to him I won't kill a man in a

[24:19]state of fear the man becomes arrogant and he says to him

[24:29]kill me Imam Ali says no I won't kill you how do

[24:32]you flip someone's heart who wants to kill you watch the actions

[24:41]this is who we have I don't care what example you follow

[24:46]what scientists you follow what level of identity you follow no one

[24:54]can do it like this because the amount of security you have

[24:58]to have in your heart to actually do I'm gonna say next

[25:04]is incredible it's impeccable in character you can't do it without the

[25:10]truth you won't feel that secure now Imam Ali Allah's Salam is

[25:17]standing there he's looking at him the other man is looking at

[25:23]him the other man knows notices who he is he's like I

[25:27]know you because I've heard that you have never refused the beggar

[25:31]goes now I'm a beggar and I'm begging for your sword give

[25:39]me your sword imam ali lowers the sword hands it this is

[26:03]so profound the man asks him now who's gonna protect you listen

[26:14]to the answer I swear you this makes mine just whole body

[26:18]to shake why because at the end of the day this is

[26:25]principle this is truth it's being unveiled to you you choose to

[26:28]listen you listen you choose not to listen it's up to you

[26:35]no one can force you to do anything now Imam Ali RA

[26:41]salam says death is my protector you know how philosophical that is

[26:50]you know how powerful that is he's literally saying if you were

[26:55]to kill me now then it's my time but if my time

[27:01]is decree later how are you gonna kill me you can't I'm

[27:06]protected can you feel that secure in that state can you ask

[27:12]yourself I swear to you right now dig into your own being

[27:17]dig into your own heart right now just take a second and

[27:20]there's something so deep inside of you that you want to change

[27:26]right now do it just close your eyes if you even want

[27:31]to and be so truthful with yourself that you look into your

[27:36]own soul and save yourself I'm gonna change this be that real

[27:42]be there open I swear to you your heart will open and

[27:49]once you're her open I swear to you that's the journey you

[27:52]want to take it's in every one of you every one of

[28:00]us wants to change something when you become brutally honest with yourself

[28:06]this is what happens you display yourself to the world and when

[28:10]you display to yourself to the world you won't care what people

[28:12]think you won't impression manage anyone you won't you don't care -

[28:18]I am up here this is who I am this is my

[28:21]identity take it or leave it then even you're trying to get

[28:25]married you know what happens you'll tell the person listen I'm as

[28:28]clear as water I'm not trying to shade my character whatsoever this

[28:33]is what I do this is what I am I'm not trying

[28:39]to fool you whatsoever because narcissism happens mainly a lot in relationships

[28:48]here is how you get impression managed here's what we do when

[28:53]someone is doing this to you please be careful I'm gonna give

[29:01]you three stages solanum hama - Ali Mohammed impression management is when

[29:16]someone consciously or subconsciously consciously or subconsciously runs a process on you

[29:26]so they can maneuver and change your perspective about a person an

[29:31]object or an event that's what they're trying to do they're literally

[29:37]telling you listen she's a bad person don't go next to her

[29:44]but she's not so literally through that information through that thought it's

[29:51]a lens I've given you a lens to look through about this

[29:55]person that's impression management I influence you by managing pieces of information

[30:05]now here's some of the ways people do it I can tell

[30:13]you a blatant lie about a person that's not true and I'm

[30:19]gonna take you through what happens when you build your infrastructure and

[30:24]your belief system based on lies you skew your reality and not

[30:31]even know it you skew it and you start thinking that actually

[30:36]this is the truth when it's not and literally it starts affecting

[30:44]the way you view the world based on how you lie to

[30:46]yourself there's no honesty how do you even trust yourself in what

[30:50]you're saying you actually lose the truth even when you speak you're

[31:00]even doubting who you are imagine living in that state where I

[31:05]become habitual err because I'm so afraid to display myself to the

[31:13]world lying has so many effects that you have no idea how

[31:17]much it damages you and by the way this happens to us

[31:24]as we're very young the smarter the kid is the smarter they

[31:28]are the faster they figure out how to lie I swear to

[31:36]you you see some kids sometimes they're like adults you go around

[31:45]they maneuver so well it's incredible what happens and how they do

[31:52]it now stage one is pure lying in the Quran it says

[31:55]fitna - I should do mine on cutting to say something that's

[32:01]not true about another individual or something else it's worse than killing

[32:07]it's worse than killing someone you know why now imagine I go

[32:11]say something about you and it's not true and now people start

[32:18]viewing you that way then even worse imagine even spread it all

[32:22]over social media and people believe it now about you I just

[32:28]assassinated your character it's the worst thing in the world when you

[32:37]do that to someone no that's the first stage the second stage

[32:40]please look at yourself and where you're at in these stages okay

[32:46]number two has two levels half-truths and exaggerations please listen to these

[32:57]two okay Charla none of you are what Liars hamdullah no one

[33:04]in here is a liar I'm sure if I asked a every

[33:08]one of you in here okay do you lie you'll be like

[33:15]no I tell sometimes white lies but at the end of the

[33:18]day okay you wouldn't consider yourself a liar it's very difficult to

[33:22]look at your perspective and don't think it's a matter of perspective

[33:28]actually the way we judge others in terms of social the social

[33:31]studies of things we judge people on extremes but we're always right

[33:35]we're in the middle so when we judge others guess what happens

[33:46]is too much she's too much I am away me I'm I

[33:49]know where the line is so just quick sidenote islam is moderation

[34:00]whatever islam says it's moderation it's a beautiful thing now watch what

[34:10]I have truths listen to this I'm just gonna give you example

[34:17]my father or my mother tell me I don't like this kid

[34:20]you're hanging around a person I don't like and now both of

[34:29]you discover that this person is not a good person they call

[34:33]you hey what's up you're like hey what's up come by so

[34:39]you go over there and you visit knowing that your father or

[34:44]mother disapprove you've been there for a half hour guess who calls

[34:56]Baba or mama you're on the phone what do I do do

[35:04]I say the truth it becomes so difficult when you open the

[35:15]phone and then you see the name what happens to your heart

[35:19]at that second I swear you take a step back just take

[35:28]one step back and tell yourself the truth can you live like

[35:31]that or your own intention is scrolling on your forehead and other

[35:37]people can see it can you live like that but you know

[35:43]what we do that's what we do you wait you don't answer

[35:49]this is what happens you don't answer the call and now you

[35:54]give yourself a little space you leave the house and what do

[35:59]you do you get in your car and you start moving 1

[36:01]mile an hour now how you call your dad and what do

[36:04]you say baba I love you how are you but was like

[36:10]lb bro hey how are you is everything ok just checking on

[36:18]you where are you I'm driving bah bah I'm driving you just

[36:29]went down the driveway of your friend's house are you lying no

[36:36]you're not lying but you're hiding the truth you hide in the

[36:41]shadows and you think no one sees you you're manipulating and you're

[36:58]shifting things this is how we work and then one we justify

[37:03]it to ourselves I'm not lying I'm not if this becomes your

[37:12]reality trust me you're building your foundation on the wrong things your

[37:17]identity is not intact you know why because when you hit the

[37:19]next stage of life which has more responsibility on you what are

[37:24]you gonna think is gonna happen to your belief structure what do

[37:28]you think is gonna happen when it's based on falsities and lacking

[37:32]of truth responsibility just gets heavier and you know what's gonna happen

[37:39]to your belief structure it's gonna collapse under the next level that's

[37:46]why happens now exaggerations there's a thousand people that come out to

[38:02]see the speaker and two people call and complain but listen you

[38:07]didn't like this speaker and the speaker doesn't like you so what

[38:14]do you do you go to the CEO and you tell the

[38:16]CEO man people are calling the calling my god what's happening they

[38:24]complained do you say how many people call see how you're putting

[38:37]on one dot on one spot you're exaggerating it is that truth

[38:44]you're telling the truth but the truth has many layers that if

[38:51]I were to dig deeper and if I were to ask you

[38:53]how many people called you're like two out of a thousand the

[39:07]impression that you're giving is that truthful that's a lie your truth

[39:17]on one level false on another who are you who are you

[39:25]see what happens identity it becomes split this is also a form

[39:32]of cognitive dissidence you have two two cognitions that are split but

[39:38]they're on the opposite end of each scale that's how it works

[39:43]the third level is people who are one they have the truth

[39:55]they have it they speak it and they're not scared to display

[40:01]it some of my sisters here you're gonna go out into what

[40:17]the workforce and now some sisters are doing why because of work

[40:28]what do some of the sisters do because of work it's like

[40:41]an epidemic now I'm not saying all obviously we're speaking majority minority

[40:46]you know or let's say minority majority let's do it that way

[40:50]insha'Allah but it's happening that I think my scarf is gonna hinder

[40:58]my career which identity do you wanna follow your career or your

[41:11]moral code and system are you that honest with yourself the first

[41:23]place you have to be honest is where with you you know

[41:26]why we're not honest with ourselves let's say you're having trouble with

[41:33]a job let's say it's okay we're not honest because why'd the

[41:40]main is we have to justify our actions to ourselves we do

[41:45]something wrong we feel the guilt we justify it removes the guilt

[41:50]this is how you become a habitual liar to yourself first this

[41:58]is where it starts it starts there then it's much easier to

[42:02]lie to people but what happens when you have the truth this

[42:08]is what you do you look in the mirror and you say

[42:14]to yourself this is who I am this is my truth I

[42:16]have many faults do you think you will have time to look

[42:26]at anyone else I swear to you the second you will start

[42:29]looking to the inside you will not have room to judge anyone

[42:36]else because your journey begins and once you understand that that your

[42:41]journey is in word not a word I don't blame the world

[42:44]I take charge of Who I am and I start looking inside

[42:50]when I need to fix me you know what happens when you

[42:57]start looking at other people and they have faults you'll start judging

[43:03]with a merciful heart that person will remind you of what you

[43:09]need to work on when you see the sin they become a

[43:16]reflection for your own sins it doesn't make you better than anyone

[43:21]else because you sin differently than someone else no one is better

[43:31]than anyone so when you judge boom judge with a merciful heart

[43:36]not a blame for heart and the only way you do that

[43:39]is to go on inside journey of who you are when you

[43:45]do that you start taking responsibility you will start moving towards self

[43:51]development not self sabotage if you deny the truth anywhere you need

[43:55]to work on yourself you're actually moving towards self sabotage now what

[44:01]self development so the truth when it's displayed you show character at

[44:09]the highest level and then when you are truthful you know what

[44:16]will happen with people they will trust you the prophet sallallaahu alia

[44:23]when he stood on that mountain and he said to them I'm

[44:28]Rasul Allah so Allah Allah Solara Muhammad Ali Mohammed and he begins

[44:40]by saying if there's a caravan behind this mountain would you believe

[44:43]me they're like yes you are I saw the whole I mean

[44:50]the truthful one the trustworthy one truth brings why trust Trust brings

[44:56]what your character to the highest level once you have impeccable character

[45:02]when people see you imagine when someone sees you and they look

[45:09]at you and they say that's truth walking by they don't call

[45:11]you by your name they say that's truth walking by that's trustworthiness

[45:19]that's forbearance so Imam Ali Ali Salaam when he lowers his sword

[45:25]and he says to the man death is my protector look at

[45:32]the way he finishes the whole story the man asks him again

[45:35]and he says to him now I want to follow you imagine

[45:40]son who was trying to kill you he's trying to kill you

[45:47]and not by what a bullet by the sword that's very gruesome

[45:54]you know what kind of energy you have to have to kill

[45:57]someone like that you don't can have heart you have to build

[46:05]to get to that level but how do you stay calm in

[46:11]that kind of state how that's what the truth does but when

[46:14]you start going inside enough soul why lawanna you start looking into

[46:21]yourself studying who you are you will bring the truth up and

[46:27]you work on it and you say you know what in two

[46:31]years I want to develop this character this is who's gonna be

[46:35]me these are the characteristics and when to embed into I me

[46:41]that's my future self so imam ali ali salam says to him

[46:52]grabs his beard and he says follow principle not personalities Wow because

[46:59]when you own principles and they're actually embedded into your system you

[47:07]become that personality but if you follow personalities you can mold yourself

[47:14]to any set of systems their principles that a person has so

[47:19]download what principles like that so we name I'm Ali Ali Salam

[47:29]is walking towards his own death he knows someone's gonna strike him

[47:34]would you get up in the morning and walk to that mosque

[47:43]would you would you would you face death willingly with the humblest

[47:49]of Arts and no fear and absolute ominous that's beautiful that's the

[47:56]character you want to be and when you can do that and

[48:01]you can face that like that were you welcome it with a

[48:07]man no amount in Boonton solidly Solano Muhammad Ali Mohammed I just

[48:20]want to say a few things beforehand you're all here right now

[48:28]take a second and just reflect and earlier if you found something

[48:38]you want it to change anything you're struggling with bring it to

[48:46]the surface and say I'm gonna change you that's the battle you

[48:51]have to win I have clients who've been battling for over 30

[49:02]years one problem and they've lost every year but they won't give

[49:09]up they won't give up that's a long time but I promise

[49:17]you if you take it on it doesn't matter how many time

[49:20]how many times you get knocked down it doesn't matter stand up

[49:25]the next day and fly it again it doesn't matter some of

[49:31]the things that you will go through will knock you to your

[49:35]knees but take that and push it forward instead of when someone

[49:46]says no to you flip the OEL and you turn it on

[49:48]and move forward it's incredible what happens when that mentality is up

[49:56]here nothing can stop you now when you represent the religion and

[49:59]you're walking the amount of respect that people will show you is

[50:07]unbelievable you won't need to ask for respect you won't want respect

[50:11]people would just give it to you that's the epitome of the

[50:21]lack of narcissism I don't need anyone to validate Who I am

[50:29]and I just want to say this to you how many of

[50:37]us seek validation from others terms of who you are this is

[50:44]an epidemic now because of what one thing can anyone say it

[50:52]what is it I sent I always like to use this example

[50:56]because I grew up I'm a little older than you not too

[51:03]old Allah we used to like print out pictures okay this is

[51:07]something that's like to you guys like okay you're a dinosaur okay

[51:15]I just want you to imagine this once you imagine me walking

[51:19]around with a picture and I have a tally underneath the picture

[51:27]and I'm asking you like my picture please could you like my

[51:31]picture look how nice it is I love it what would you

[51:35]think of me seriously what would you think of me if I

[51:37]walked around with a picture and I said you know what like

[51:42]my picture please please happy be like look at my pose this

[51:47]one like look at this one you have to like this one

[51:53]what would you Satan and jet like seriously what would you say

[51:58]to me what just say a wallet just talk out loud I

[52:03]don't care anymore just say what you need to say what is

[52:07]it okay so I'm making frenemies at what else how would you

[52:09]look at me and judge what is it just one at a

[52:14]time okay mashallah you're all excited well what would you say go

[52:23]ahead I'm insane what else may God help you go ahead I'm

[52:29]sorry that that's print what is it just oh that makes a

[52:40]difference but you see that but I love that I love what

[52:41]you said but you see how we make things normal when they're

[52:46]not do you see how we become tricked on certain things and

[52:51]now I need that validation from other people and now I seek

[52:56]it you don't think that's a disease you don't think I'm inside

[53:00]me I'm creating a disease and now I have that need for

[53:05]someone to hit the like button now imagine this imagine I walk

[53:13]around and only 2 people say masha'Allah a cure so great pitch

[53:19]I love the pose do them all like that imagine I get

[53:26]two likes and I get all that crazy insane stuff from other

[53:31]people what would would I do that would I do that again

[53:36]okay if you have the courage I want you to try it

[53:40]can anybody volunteer oh I should've just asked you to jump off

[53:48]a bridge okay like I wouldn't do it you know I'm telling

[53:51]you I wouldn't it's too embarrassing and I have no problem getting

[53:58]judged by others otherwise I won't be up here but at the

[54:01]end of the day it's a very difficult thing but social media

[54:06]Instagram was literally developed by what psychiatrists psychologists and programmers they're designed

[54:17]to be addictive designed understand you're being programmed understand that and I'm

[54:23]not telling you not to use it properly use it it's part

[54:27]of our image it's okay but know what's happening in the background

[54:31]know what's happening to you how subconsciously you're being wired and you

[54:36]don't even realize it that your relationship with your phone as well

[54:41]a better relationship than you have with other people people are actually

[54:48]a disturbance to your phone I love you but isn't that the

[54:58]truth understand this is the beginning of narcissism understand that these are

[55:06]the beginning steps these are the things that affect you that you

[55:11]need validation constantly from the outside world and I'm sorry a lot

[55:16]of people can break the habit they can't kids these days are

[55:21]being called digital natives I'm a digital immigrant alhamdulillah I'm a digital

[55:29]immigrant so I just want to say that message to you this

[55:39]is the beginning these things are linked when you need someone to

[55:44]respect you someone to validate who you are understand your personality and

[55:49]the inside is shaken you're not strong when you have the truth

[55:56]and you coat it inside and you work on yourself and you

[56:00]take responsibility for who you are guess what happens you stop caring

[56:08]what other people think and now when you stand up here you

[56:12]like me thank you you don't like me thank you I'm okay

[56:17]I swear to you it's not gonna bother me cuz I'm up

[56:22]here I'm trying to save myself I can't save you all I

[56:26]say it's gone I'm being honest like I can't no matter what

[56:29]I say okay it's up to you it's how hits your ear

[56:33]it may ring and it may you know what bounced right out

[56:35]you're like this guy is crazy Angelis crazy who said I was

[56:40]insane right okay in some of you it just goes in your

[56:45]ear and it hits your head and you're like it makes sense

[56:48]but then two three hours later you're like hell Andy I don't

[56:55]want to reflect I don't want to think about it and some

[56:59]of you it will hit your ear decode the information in your

[57:06]head then it sinks into your heart when that happens please at

[57:11]that moment water it with your emotions connect it to you and

[57:16]walk connect that will change you that's true change so the whole

[57:26]social media thing some of you this week right I'm gonna see

[57:30]some posts of you just taking pictures and you're like like my

[57:36]picture I swear you be academic just do it like please like

[57:39]my picture carry a picture around and just what have people like

[57:47]it I think they'll go viral don't take my word on that

[57:53]okay Salim Mohammed Ali Mohammed let's take some quick questions real quick

[58:03]oh wow so accent can anybody tell me what the truth is

[58:29]that's what you're really asking correct like what is the truth how

[58:32]do I know I have the truth can anyone go ahead you'll

[58:37]know it when you have it but think about different religions and

[58:43]somebody will tell you listen this is the way and someone will

[58:47]tell you what this is the way think about that how do

[58:54]you know you're right anyone else right now okay this used to

[58:57]be a church correct now its mask who is right God was

[59:05]worshiped two different doors similar doors are Christian brothers and sisters now

[59:15]my beautiful brothers and sisters in Islam how do you know you're

[59:26]right let me question you now how do you know you're right

[59:31]character but I'm okay yeah I'm an atheist and I have really

[59:40]good character if I see you and you're getting your jacket I

[59:43]will put it on your back it's a great character how do

[59:46]you know how do you know you're holding on to the truth

[59:57]okay you're getting warm okay you look at God and what he

[60:03]tells you to do and you then you look at the reasoning

[60:05]behind it go ahead beautiful answer you guys this beautiful this is

[60:24]we should just have a discussion about this I think this is

[60:28]awesome what is the truth okay beautiful answer by the way so

[60:30]you went to the emotional aspect of it and emotional kind of

[60:32]navigation anybody else all you are failing by the way miserably I'm

[60:38]joking joking go ahead we're losing them guys hurry up come on

[60:50]what is it see how I make people uncomfortable yes I'm glad

[60:59]I'm we're just getting to the good part I don't think you

[61:05]want to go okay go ahead I'm sorry is that again the

[61:17]bitter thing that causes you to change hmm so pain find your

[61:27]pain and like that philosophy major mashallah go ahead okay so something

[61:43]that with your soul okay here we go again man I don't

[61:46]think we should have went to the truth topic but okay so

[61:51]now something that resonates with your soul but again I just want

[61:54]you to think that people were you going guys you too you

[61:59]leave I'm done I'm leaving with you okay here's here's what happens

[62:05]if we truly look at this truly mark just that was supposed

[62:09]to be a joke nobody laughs okay thank you appreciate it okay

[62:12]so now watch this see that one worked masha'Allah I'm getting better

[62:17]at this okay so watch this now I just want to give

[62:22]you an understanding of how things work why our religion is so

[62:33]impeccable why the one thing that separates everything is one word can

[62:44]anyone say it to me one word one word it's a secret

[62:50]okay I'm gonna give it to you I'm not listen shut off

[62:56]the cameras - one word Islam beautiful what about Islam what logic

[63:04]I love logic God I love God go ahead somebody right had

[63:15]their hand up faith I love faith peace I love peace Dean

[63:24]so religion I love religion what else modesty I love modesty a

[63:31]way of life I love that way of life so look ooh

[63:40]lalala I love that interest ethics beautiful what else whoa come up

[63:46]here behead come up here I have to bring you up here

[63:52]come up here salon madam you're gonna wish you never said that

[63:57]word come up have you come here let's give him a lava

[64:04]golem Hamid wali Mohammed it's okay it's okay you're fine hold on

[64:09]let me feel is higher it's really moving okay listen when you're

[64:16]challenged by the way is like alright so watch this if I

[64:22]were to put his heart on a monitor right now when you're

[64:25]in resting position your heart is about 85 beats per minute right

[64:29]now his heart would be no I don't think so now watch

[64:39]this watch this here's what happens why why I want to hear

[64:48]your answer [Music] [Music] but I would say though he is personally

[66:15]I'd say though he is just from a lifes perspective is following

[66:23]infinity and once you're attached to infinity you know that your infinite

[66:34]yourself okay see masha'Allah I know what he can do I know

[66:43]he has a great answer and mashallah he hit it on that

[66:46]in terms of the word infinity but at the end of the

[66:50]day you have to be able to support these ideas and I'm

[66:52]making him really really nervous but it's all good that I have

[66:57]it's okay okay stand right next to me the cameras right there

[66:59]we can look good together okay so now when you start understanding

[67:07]that and he said the magic word of tawheed I challenge anyone

[67:11]on the face of this earth anyone to have more of an

[67:20]understanding of Touhey and being a Shia anyone on the face of

[67:31]this earth why because of one man you know what that is

[67:42]see the suspense see the weight of the room the Prophet Muhammad

[68:13]behind the Prophet also there's a division and it's okay you can

[68:25]have academic conversations about these things it's okay I challenge anyone on

[68:31]the face of this earth to talk about Allah and remove one

[68:41]of the vowels in a sermon I challenge I challenge anyone to

[68:48]stand next to him a Malayalee Salam intoa he a challenge this

[69:00]is what separates you that concept no one on the face of

[69:06]this earth can stand like we can stand no your value and

[69:14]who you follow don't waste it trust me you're gonna be asked

[69:23]about it because you were in line with this path do you

[69:27]truly know it when you say Ya Allah do you truly know

[69:38]who you're calling do you can you hit your target or if

[69:44]the Prophet says ya la la he hit his target that's an

[69:56]Incred what concept to think about that's why and that's how you

[70:01]know the truth when you truly understand how hate everything falls in

[70:07]line in your system everything and it's a journey it's a lifetime

[70:18]don't think it's light don't I'm gonna give you four simple stages

[70:23]and please just listen okay how do you get to it this

[70:26]there's four steps number one this is how you want get yourself

[70:34]to different stages of who you are first stages to acquittal having

[70:40]telecoil meaning that why I dropped the outcome and I put it

[70:46]in whose hands Allah Azza WA JAL I said Ya Allah you

[70:51]got that I don't know what was gonna happen to me in

[70:53]the future all I have is control over now that's number one

[70:59]number two is test lean test lean you letting go Moose's mother

[71:04]did one she put the baby in the water she let him

[71:13]go any same mother would do that when a tyrant is after

[71:21]him that's why test leme number three a little in your heart

[71:27]how many of us say hundred how are you but then your

[71:34]complaint start coming out this happened to me and this happened to

[71:43]me life my god your tongue is what okay I'm saying I'm

[71:48]okay but are you happy is your heart okay are you content

[71:55]with what you have and number four is fine an this is

[72:00]the stage of like Imam Ali Allah's Salam where he literally anywhere

[72:04]he looks anything he sees Allah is there that's a completely different

[72:11]level but if you can get to the third stage of whatever

[72:16]happens to you I'm okay Imam Hossein alayhi Salam in Karbala he

[72:23]says a ridah what the Salim he says both of them look

[72:29]for those in his speech I'm not gonna tell you what he

[72:32]says but he says I'm right after each other I've surrendered to

[72:37]your will and I'm content and I'm happy with whatever happens whatever

[72:42]you've given me I'm okay with can you get your heart to

[72:49]that stage it's very difficult to do but try so on that

[72:51]level thank you for sharing I really appreciate it it takes a

[72:57]lot of strength to come up here now you had another question

[72:59]so please go ahead excellent so what is validation can anyone tell

[73:12]me what validation is acceptance what else what is it approval okay

[73:19]approval from others now imagine if I didn't need approval from others

[73:27]if I had enough strength to what I didn't I didn't care

[73:30]you two you accept me or you don't accept me it doesn't

[73:35]bother me so when I seek that level and I start becoming

[73:39]stronger that I don't need your validation or approval people who need

[73:44]that what are they looking for comfort beautiful what is it a

[73:56]reason there's something deep inside they're looking for excellent but there's actually

[74:04]even deeper excellent but keep going with that if somebody if you

[74:18]need someone to tell you who you are do you truly know

[74:21]yourself do you truly trust yourself self-confidence that's a good start go

[74:29]further go one step deeper self what self Dow self-acceptance you're getting

[74:36]very close starts with an e self asan masha'Allah see how he's

[74:43]like self-esteem I got it the low sell levels of self-esteem that's

[74:47]where it starts and my repetition with myself when I look in

[74:54]the mirror I don't like Who I am so if I need

[74:58]someone to constantly tell me listen you look great you look amazing

[75:04]look awesome what you have is beautiful what's going on with you

[75:10]is great and someone rejects you just a little bit and knocks

[75:16]all that down you become very sensitive to rejection those are some

[75:20]of the signs if you're sensitive to rejection when someone rejects you

[75:25]at the highest level I'll give you something to say okay I

[75:27]have five steps to it but I'll give you the first one

[75:31]it's very powerful I swear to you if you use it I

[75:37]always teach people reflect and don't inject okay reflect and don't inject

[75:43]so take the words reflect them push them back out don't inject

[75:47]them into your heart this is what you say you ready everybody

[75:56]should write this down not on your phone but in your mind

[76:00]and inscribe it in your heart somewhere okay good one I like

[76:07]that go ahead you're talking about the physiological level sure sure do

[76:35]you have a medical background okay does anybody know long-term potentiation how

[76:46]we learn should I go into that or forget it no no

[76:50]okay so so you're right in terms of the physical physiological aspect

[77:08]in terms of the neural networks so what happens when someone steps

[77:12]on a sensitivity that you have that's legally like a landmine that

[77:15]goes off in your mind so when a person goes through a

[77:21]bad experience and they meet another person and the person steps on

[77:24]a past experience with such a trigger they actually invoke a neural

[77:32]pathway and you don't realize it then this person is going off

[77:37]on you and you have no idea why they're doing it what

[77:40]happens is this and I'll give you an example so I'll answer

[77:44]this and I'll go back to the self-esteem aspect of it okay

[77:46]so when you go across a person and then you're having a

[77:52]conversation and you just literally step on a landmine that's a trigger

[77:56]that's a sensitivity for the other person what happens inside the other

[78:00]person is there's an emotional explosion that happens inside and you don't

[78:04]know it you didn't mean to step on that because you don't

[78:08]know it's a trigger and we're all like that by the way

[78:11]all of us have sensitivities that we have now what happens if

[78:18]the circuit fires it triggers a pathway in terms of your neural

[78:22]network then it hits the emotion now certain hormones are released into

[78:28]your system and guess what happens you feel rage just come out

[78:35]and now you just want to kill this person what happened there's

[78:41]a subconscious wiring that you're not aware of but the person who

[78:45]is aware and they realize that listen when someone let's say the

[78:48]trigger when someone judges my intentions wrongfully that's my trigger that was

[78:54]one of my triggers and I didn't know it when someone looked

[78:59]at my intention and they judged it in a wrong way I

[79:02]just couldn't handle that so what I started doing is something called

[79:07]awareness training where I notice when someone presses the button and I

[79:20]stop it at the neural circuit if you don't do that here's

[79:24]what's gonna happen someone will step on your land mind it will

[79:27]trigger a circuit inside your mind it will hit your emotional state

[79:34]and who's to blame who's to blame who's to blame the person

[79:37]who stepped what on that land mind and you think you're completely

[79:42]justified but you don't know that you have a trigger that you're

[79:50]the problem you don't realize that so now if you do the

[79:53]awareness training aspect of it and you do this when someone rejects

[80:02]you you what open up space between that person's words and what

[80:07]your reaction you step back you create a gap and this is

[80:14]what you do you say this to the person please use this

[80:16]this is a very powerful tool it's just listen the weight of

[80:22]your words you have no idea how powerful they are you have

[80:26]no idea the people who can formulate sentences in very short powerful

[80:32]meetings are the strongest people of influence and they can get what

[80:40]they want out of life the people who can't do it have

[80:45]a very difficult time influencing others and by studies we have 27

[80:53]conversations per day that's 9072 conversations per year imagine you can only

[80:59]influence out of those conversations about two to five percent how happy

[81:04]are you going to be with your life so I told you

[81:11]reflect the idea and push it out don't inject it this is

[81:14]how you do it it's just the way you respond to it

[81:19]even if you feel that it triggers the neural circuit you feel

[81:22]it don't react step back one degree and say this you want

[81:30]to drive people crazy I swear I shouldn't even say it listen

[81:35]when you start really knowing how to communicate it's very dangerous because

[81:41]there's a fine line between manipulation and what the truth is a

[81:47]very fine line and when you become weaponized with certain ability to

[81:54]influence it's very dangerous that's why I'm very careful with the people

[82:00]I choose to kind of mentor and take to the next level

[82:05]because people did that with me now it's an obligation so now

[82:08]here's what you say you're ready and the next time you use

[82:14]this and somebody puts just pushes your button and you use this

[82:17]they're gonna be like and especially if they know you're gonna react

[82:20]they know your pattern and they know like between husband and wife

[82:25]when I teach like the husband comes to me we're actually having

[82:28]a mentoring him now and or they're seeking some kind of let's

[82:32]say their executives and a lot of executives actually will seek this

[82:40]and it just goes crazy all right and then I teach him

[82:43]a few things and I know what's gonna happen to her harem

[82:47]like I know what's gonna happen I know that she's gonna literally

[82:50]just her system up here is not gonna register anymore and she's

[82:54]gonna be like and women by the way guys forget it I'm

[82:56]going too far okay listen I feel like I'm manipulating now but

[83:08]but please pay attention when someone rejects you what you say is

[83:16]thank you for sharing that thank you for sharing that thank you

[83:25]for your feedback and be enthusiastic thank you for sharing that what

[83:31]happens to the other person's mind can they categorize you now can

[83:37]they put you in a certain category they can't it's like they

[83:42]don't know your position on the subject matter they don't that's one

[83:47]thing second thing you're thinking them for putting you down I'm gonna

[83:54]give you another level okay for the people who change whose choose

[83:59]who chose to stay okay I'm gonna give you some weapons second

[84:04]level if they don't if they keep continuing here's what you say

[84:10]okay you say I'm sorry I didn't hear that could you repeat

[84:12]it I want to hear it again 90% of the time you

[84:19]know what will happen it all happened they won't repeat it this

[84:28]is strength and if they keep going okay you third level you

[84:32]want the third level okay if they keep going and they're not

[84:37]like you know what you're just a bad person I hate you

[84:39]you just suck I can't stand you and now this person has

[84:48]resentment against you you just say this like are you really trying

[84:52]to hurt my feelings I swear to you the other person if

[85:00]they haven't blown up by now okay it's it's incredible what you

[85:04]can do when you stay like that you exactly you're not allowing

[85:09]it to go into your heart stay calm stay collective and if

[85:15]you do these things it's incredible what happens then watch your triggers

[85:22]look at your triggers and your sensitivities because those things will literally

[85:28]when somebody steps on those buttons this is where you seek validation

[85:32]by the way it's through your insecurities your insecurities will cause the

[85:39]validations if I have insecurities I need someone to tell me what

[85:43]I'm secure I'm okay so you need that validation when somebody's going

[85:49]through a problem in life what's the first thing you tell them

[85:55]it's gonna be okay you're giving them security that's what you're doing

[85:59]so that's the way it works I hope that answers your question

[86:01]any more quick questions go ahead hmm could you hire your voice

[86:14]just a little bit okay so I need you to rephrase the

[87:03]question just a little bit because I'm not sure I'm following I

[87:08]just want to make sure it's okay but I love where you're

[87:10]going with it but I I think I got the picture I

[87:20]just need to make sure I understand mm-hmm what narcissism narcissistic people

[87:37]like empathy so they can't put themselves in someone else's shoes you

[87:42]see no I'm saying so that's the opposite of narcissism an empath

[87:49]or somebody who's an empathetic cake can't be narcissistic so I don't

[87:53]know if you're just mixing the ideas there okay so if you're

[87:56]saying to be empathetic instead of narcissistic is that what you're saying

[88:03]okay to understand certain emotions so explain the emotion to me like

[88:23]what are those things right there feeling certain things what are those

[88:26]things so I just want to make sure I understand your question

[88:30]and forgive me if I'm questioning I'm not putting you on the

[88:35]spot okay okay compassion so how would that be a tool yes

[88:41]if I lack compassion for others how would that be a tool

[88:59]so here's what I understand what you're saying and and let me

[89:12]rephrase so I just make sure I understand okay so you're saying

[89:18]I wouldn't want this to happen to me mentally not emotionally that's

[89:23]what you're saying so mentally okay I don't like that okay because

[89:27]I don't like seeing that right mentally so I'm sympathizing not empathizing

[89:33]is that what you're saying there are two different things cuz narcissism

[89:37]if you're looking at it through a logical perspective I can see

[89:41]that I can see how that would make sense okay but to

[89:45]truly change a situation don't you think that you have to feel

[89:48]with that person don't you have to feel that pain of the

[89:53]person because being narcissistic at the end of the day is like

[89:56]when me I lack empathy I can't feel what others feel so

[90:03]therefore I become self-centered and I'm listen narcissistic NPD okay narcissistic personality

[90:09]disorder it's not it's not something easy to diagnose a lot of

[90:13]people just sit there and okay this guy's a narcissist you have

[90:18]no idea what you just did like literally everybody's a narcissist by

[90:21]the way now they have a bad relationship with someone she's a

[90:28]narcissist he's a narcissist yeah I mean easy you know you have

[90:32]no hate like you know how hard these these things are to

[90:36]diagnose they're not easy so don't use the words lightly okay so

[90:40]these kinds of things I would tell you for truely to feel

[90:45]change okay at the end of the day you have to be

[90:46]empathetic to actually want to change something that goes back to emotional

[90:51]states because emotional states cause Drive it causes me to approach something

[90:56]if I like it and it caused me to avoid something if

[91:03]I dislike it its emotion mind the mind creates awareness I see

[91:08]and I have insight now it's the heart that pushes you towards

[91:14]something or makes you avoid it so as a perspective and as

[91:19]a theory I can see that possibility but I think that's half

[91:23]of it where mentally I can see what the truth is I

[91:29]should change this situation but I also have to feel with that

[91:32]person if I truly felt what that person feels and I'll give

[91:39]you an example of empathy okay watch this there was a verse

[91:49]and hold on and I forgot it hold on man it's not

[92:01]coming to me that was literally my example I'm gonna show you

[92:13]how okay you just said it's okay right I told you I

[92:21]forgot a verse I didn't I just played that whole act in

[92:25]front of you but then you're like why what happened in your

[92:31]heart don't you like just get it out it's okay somebody says

[92:36]sella wat you're feeling my pain you see that that's how it

[92:43]works when you can feel someone else's pain you're actually with me

[92:48]on an emotional level that's where things happen that's being empathetic well

[92:54]you fell for me you're like you know what it's okay you

[92:57]did a great job masha'allah out a presentation but you screwed up

[93:02]the last one if that's what your smile is saying you need

[93:06]some work all right look at this guy's good unless Adam that's

[93:10]what your heart is saying then you should get some work done

[93:15]okay but that's empty so I'm giving you some sympathy but also

[93:20]one empathy you need both mentally and emotionally and I hope that

[93:24]answers your question and if not come coming to me afterwards okay

[93:40]go ahead sure okay excellent Oh based on an evolutionary part that's

[93:54]what you're talking is that what you're talking about an evolutionary side

[93:58]evolutionary science okay excellent go ahead thank you for that by the

[94:08]way thank you for sharing nobody got it come on man go

[94:17]ahead I'm sorry sure okay I love what he's saying by the

[94:35]way okay and I hope is that what he's what you're you're

[94:38]saying okay excellent but look I really appreciate what's your name by

[94:46]the way carry him thank you for sharing okay that wasn't I

[94:49]wasn't reflecting okay I'm injecting that because that's beautiful all right Kareem

[94:57]Imam Ali Ali Salam was in battle do you think when your

[95:04]mama Ali killed someone he was putting himself first think about it

[95:13]if it's you or me think about it if it's you against

[95:21]me black and white and there is no decision in between you

[95:24]kill me or I kill you is that a form of narcissism

[95:45]is that a form of being selfish excellent so it's a form

[95:55]of even a sacrifice to put yourself in that position in the

[96:01]first place correct okay so you see how tricky this can be

[96:04]it's not just one side and I see what you're saying but

[96:09]it's not that the fact that I can't feel or I'm literally

[96:12]but what they're saying is I've desensitized myself so what happens I

[96:16]can't feel I don't care when I kill you I feel nothing

[96:22]is that what you're supposed to feel that's really the question would

[96:26]you agree with me kidding lack of emotion so therefore it's labeled

[96:35]as why narcissism lack of empathy I don't feel when I kill

[96:44]I don't feel remorse when I kill let's take it to that

[96:48]level is that what you're supposed to feel see that but do

[96:55]you see what I'm saying okay but but they see but do

[97:01]you see this there's a fine point in here and it's beautiful

[97:04]if you catch it it's beautiful okay go ahead explain further this

[97:28]is giving deep in terms of philosophy you see how difficult these

[97:36]questions become to answer it's not light this is where you need

[97:40]to reflect these stages okay should I when I kill look how

[97:46]far we took it when I kill should I feel nothing where

[97:49]I become like a literally like an animal when the lion goes

[97:53]out to kill and it just needs to eat is it just

[98:00]following desire does it feel does it care for the other animal

[98:03]is that where we get our moral code from some people will

[98:10]tell you certain things about animals and they'll what connect it to

[98:35]human beings without a moral code go ahead okay so you just

[98:47]reacting to the situation but let's see your season killer a seasoned

[98:55]like you know how to kill you just come out and use

[98:58]it like you dropped chopped off heads and you don't care but

[99:08]let's say I don't okay this is beautiful see now listen she's

[99:16]saying now is exactly opposite what you're saying correct no the hold

[99:19]on hold on you had a lot of time to talk hold

[99:23]on hold on carry him I love your passion by the way

[99:25]I love your passion okay but but listen but do you see

[99:29]how it's opposite now she's saying now that when you lack emotion

[99:33]your heart has become black do you see what I'm saying cuz

[99:37]you started all this I'm gonna point right back at you all

[99:41]the time okay but but do you see do you see what

[99:45]she's saying the best early as early I just want Matthew okay

[100:05]it's okay it's okay go ahead go ahead mm-hmm okay sure can

[100:31]I give you a little system of Imam Ali Allah's Salam that

[100:36]this is what we've reached down by the way okay but go

[100:38]ahead I want you to I want you and somebody remind me

[100:42]to give you the system of what Imam Ali Ali Salim sighs

[101:07]love that passion okay usually put anybody go ahead now she's gonna

[102:06]serial kill you I'm shocked sure they're like a hero almost what

[102:29]you feel yeah how you feel about the matter okay so let

[103:02]me let me give you a little understanding from Imam Ali Ali

[103:06]Salaam okay we have science we have evolution okay let me give

[103:10]you what the true scientists of the soul says okay you guys

[103:14]ready all right so Imam Ali Allah's Salam he states in nashit

[103:18]balada he says there are people and he gives layers of people

[103:25]okay so watch yourself and what you said in terms of this

[103:28]generation and I apologize again okay I didn't mean to put you

[103:31]on a spot but I just like doing stuff like that I

[103:33]just call us it's a trigger for me I'm sorry but now

[103:37]you said the magic word which is desensitization okay when we become

[103:41]desensitized in science okay I'm gonna take you to science when you

[103:44]start with new study like learning and memory where does desensitization happen

[103:50]at the feelers when you what is it amygdala this is I

[103:57]love this all right but doesn't it go down all the way

[104:03]to the neural pathways where the actual neuron doesn't fire anymore the

[104:10]stimulus see one night when you touch your finger there's a neuron

[104:14]that just fired and you're actually in here it's not just here

[104:17]it's actually here what desensitization happens when the actual neuron doesn't fire

[104:25]anymore think about that it doesn't trigger you it doesn't move you

[104:36]want to see how imam ali says about these people watch he

[104:40]says there's a certain group of people when they see something wrong

[104:47]see that that's the key now who dictates what's wrong and right

[104:51]that's your moral system where does it come from you the animals

[105:01]who dictates that system that programming that you should have embedded in

[105:09]you who dictates that you me who the Constitution who what book

[105:16]what laws do you follow let's say for you it's the Quran

[105:24]for other people it's something else everyone runs a set of rules

[105:30]that are connected to what here's the key emotions let me give

[105:34]you an example someone attacks your mother the person is about 6

[105:42]to 250 pounds honey I'm like like 165 170 max I'm gonna

[105:51]have a little trouble but you know what I would have that

[106:00]this person doesn't have emotions I'm willing to die so what happened

[106:04]it gives me an advantage the law and the idea of protection

[106:13]connected to our anger and emotion when those two fuse I just

[106:18]attack I don't think I just attack this is a pattern that

[106:23]means a lot to me so what do I do I attack

[106:27]that's now a principle for me it becomes me it's embedded in

[106:34]me I own that principle now when I attack and I defend

[106:37]my mother and I push the person away what happens what would

[106:43]you call a person like that a brave but imagine they don't

[106:47]do that what would you call them a coward that's your character

[106:54]your value system gets split literally split in terms of that level

[107:00]when you approach and when you avoid that is a character system

[107:03]remember I was telling you earlier someone says to you that's truthfulness

[107:08]walking by why because that's part of your character now and if

[107:12]it becomes so infused into your character where it's like removing wetness

[107:17]from water it becomes your essence you can't remove whiteness from water

[107:21]you can't remove your truthfulness from you it becomes you it comes

[107:29]it embedded in you so now what happens from there you will

[107:32]just react the right way when you need to it doesn't matter

[107:36]who's in front of you that principle will get activated your heart

[107:39]will get activated in terms of emotion and it will drive you

[107:44]forward even if you get killed it doesn't matter that was valuable

[107:46]more to me than my own life you see what I'm saying

[107:50]do you see sacrifice there that's another principle see whole character works

[107:57]think of your mom I was saying I Lisa where there's a

[108:00]reason why you're sitting in this mosque and if it wasn't for

[108:03]him taking that stand you wouldn't be sitting here think about that

[108:08]that your eko time they create a ripple effect for humanity that's

[108:17]powerful so now here's what Imam Ali Ali Salim says he says

[108:22]there are certain set of people when they see something wrong you

[108:27]know what they do first step Kareem they feel they feel that

[108:37]it's wrong they feel it someone attacking my mother I know inside

[108:43]my heart it's wrong I'm not desensitized now imagine the guy who

[108:48]doesn't care I don't feel that doesn't matter to me he says

[108:55]they feel the second thing they do is they say something that's

[109:03]the second thing they actually act verbally the third thing they actually

[109:08]do something about it physically with their hands he says if this

[109:14]person if you have done this he says you have grabbed on

[109:21]to the epitome of what L AM aroma roof one nahyan monk

[109:25]are to enjoin the good and forbid the evil he says the

[109:32]second group the second group are these people he says this person

[109:36]feels the wrong they feel it they see a sin being committed

[109:40]they feel it they know it inside the heart because they have

[109:45]a moral system they have a moral code that they're judging against

[109:48]and this moral code is different for everyone this is why you

[109:53]have to embed the right principles that should you be your journey

[109:56]more than anything then they say something but guess why they don't

[110:05]do anything about it the third group they feel it they don't

[110:15]say anything and they don't act he says this person has let

[110:20]go of the grater - then he says there's a group they

[110:31]don't feel desensitization they don't say and they don't act he says

[110:40]this is a dead person walking and now we've gone so far

[110:50]is to do this we do a merabh al-munkar when nahyan Maroof

[110:54]we actually enjoin in doing falsehood and we stand for it deliberately

[111:04]and why we forbid doing the good it's flipped the prophet sallallahu

[111:08]alayhi wa ala has said these times are gonna come we're living

[111:14]in it now or it's not even just taken to that level

[111:17]it's actually flipped where the truth is smeared it's not known and

[111:26]falsehood is prevalent well now everything is accepted you want to be

[111:33]whatever you want it's your opinion you don't surrender to anyone you

[111:39]tell a child now Habibi Baba don't do this so we talk

[111:46]to you talking to me I'm six years old bro I just

[111:53]graduated my diapers come on you want to go it's literally to

[111:58]that extent where parents can't discipline children god forbid you tell someone

[112:03]please don't do that the cycle psychological reactance that's created there is

[112:09]incredible they don't want to listen to you why because we live

[112:12]in a time of opinion my opinion dictates I don't answer to

[112:21]general laws and regulations which is what what religion organized religions being

[112:31]one removed it's being talked against to all levels it's general laws

[112:36]but now imagine sister this you're in another country and I'm in

[112:42]this country you're a Muslim I'm a Muslim we follow the same

[112:49]religion which is Islam and we're both watch Shia let's just say

[112:53]would I expect you to have pork over your house what are

[113:01]we following what are we following same rule is it a general

[113:11]rule is it yes these things in these days those general rules

[113:16]don't mean anything anymore you know why because i dictate me personally

[113:22]what those rules are I tell the religion what it should wha

[113:33]do my opinion is over everything Marsha who needs a magic okay

[113:37]yeah I'm a scholar I took I took ten classes of psychology

[113:45]I know I've taken philosophy and I got my a PhD now

[113:48]PhD is just a specific level of knowledge it doesn't make you

[113:56]a grand all-knowing it doesn't you're just specified in a very small

[114:02]percentage of knowledge but now because I have a doctor next to

[114:07]my name what happens what happens to my opinion is it specific

[114:14]or general okay Yama dr.

[114:15]Marsha come on I don't need Quran a job where is it

[114:19]show me you have to prove things to you don't settle in

[114:24]look at the quran they'll say it doesn't make sense you should

[114:28]say I don't understand not that it doesn't make sense but look

[114:34]at opinion what happens Imam Sajjad Ali Salaam he says this way

[114:39]turkey a little beta one mr.

[114:40]Molina el maraa this is the Atma caramel o'clock your Allah pushed

[114:45]me away from people who are innovate the religion is in their

[114:52]pocket they create the general rules and regulations for themselves it's my

[114:56]opinion I don't agree with that but you don't even understand it

[114:59]in the first place and I'll give you an example okay Turkey

[115:02]a little bit at warmest a milliner almota and the ones who

[115:07]want follow their own opinion this is Imam Sajjad alaih-is-salaam and do

[115:12]at mccarran o'clock now what happens here I'm talking to this doctor

[115:19]and we're having a debate about Maria why you need a Maria

[115:23]I'm like you're a doctor you specialize and I took even further

[115:26]let's say your heart surgeon I said let's say I have heart

[115:30]surgery tomorrow can I perform that on myself tomorrow hey I'm gonna

[115:35]cut myself and I'm just gonna do I could do it I

[115:40]know I can do it if even your own heart you won't

[115:43]take a chance with when would you take a chance with your

[115:47]soul why you know how dangerous that is when you start introducing

[115:51]your own opinion a manager has to study like 40 to 50

[115:58]years do you have that kind of patience do you even know

[116:00]the smallest part of actually using law do you know what the

[116:05]four criterias are to deduce law in the first place to have

[116:09]an opinion so now I'm have conversation with the doctor was like

[116:16]you don't need a manager great I said how do you deduce

[116:24]law he's like I just figure it out what mere opinion what

[116:32]he thinks is right I said I said the way you deduce

[116:35]long has four levels first level is the Quran second level is

[116:39]hadith third is asthma and fourth is one the little ugly first

[116:47]level is the Quran second hadith third in terms of asthma as

[116:52]consensus amongst the circus scholars I said are you scholar of course

[117:02]Thomas Keller dr.

[117:00]C D ah right here period dr.

[117:03]period class period means what I'm all-knowing so now what happens I

[117:13]said do you know how to read Quran of course what did

[117:16]I do I went upstairs and grab the Quran I opened it

[117:20]as a read I know how to read in English I'm all

[117:30]Arabic Wow excellent I said do you know this letter Wow he

[117:34]knows a little bit Arabic and so you know what that means

[117:37]he says you know how many meanings that has that letter Wow

[117:41]you say we Sam and Bassam right it means end we all

[117:46]take it as end you know how many different meanings it has

[117:49]in Arabic anybody guess guess just guess it's okay try I know

[118:01]I hear a little bit try it's okay 27 very close 9

[118:04]it he has 9 different meanings it's a particle to one letter

[118:11]but we sit there we read the Quran and we think it's

[118:21]what I mean dr palace all-knowing when you don't know the simplest

[118:26]things about how to deduce law and regulation so now please why

[118:31]would ask you is reserved your opinion to the things you know

[118:40]that circle of knowledge is the limit of your personality outside that

[118:45]circle you don't own anything what you know is the edge of

[118:50]your personality many of us we choose to lie when we have

[118:57]conversations and I'm not telling you not to ask if you're curious

[119:00]it's ok ask it's ok but don't go in there thinking you're

[119:06]all knowing there's a different emotion so now what dictates that moral

[119:12]code for you what you feel like you should be attached to

[119:20]is this whatever Allah loves you love this is the emotional code

[119:24]that should be structured in your system whatever Allah despises you should

[119:31]despise why because law is perfection and I would challenge you here

[119:38]if I were to give you give me one second if I

[119:42]were to give you this equation and you're saying as a human

[119:45]being and I tell you a is better than being a is

[119:52]heaven B is hell which would you choose and obviously right why

[120:00]cuz you're always in state of betterment were always trying to perfect

[120:05]ourselves anyone of us why because we're always trying to move to

[120:10]the next level if I give you 99.999% and I give you

[120:16]a hundred percent you would take the hundred percent so you're always

[120:19]in a state of betterment you're always trying to perfect yourself I

[120:24]ask you this what is absolute perfection allah azza wajal so you're

[120:32]geared part of your fitrah is geared to go towards what Allah

[120:35]Azza WA Jalla you're always in a state of betterment so no

[120:41]the emotional code that we're talking about how should I feel which

[120:45]is a great question I love the question but you see how

[120:47]much you have to dissect and some of you are falling asleep

[120:52]and I'm sorry okay I'm sorry I'm truly sorry these things are

[120:54]very deep in terms of what you're asking but you're asking so

[120:59]I'm sorry I have to entertain I enjoy these things I love

[121:01]these things because when you come to the end and it makes

[121:06]sense to you it's incredible how your system changes so now if

[121:08]that's the case if I'm moving towards perfection I have a relative

[121:13]point of perfection which is Rasul Allah Allah Allah Allah he connects

[121:16]me to the absolute realm which is why absolute perfection of Allah

[121:21]I have to go through him to understand what the greater good

[121:28]when I do that what happens I have a navigation system now

[121:32]I have the address and I plug it in now I sink

[121:38]my heart to that and I find all the principles Salah I

[121:42]began to love it I begin to love Salah when it says

[121:47]allahu akbar allahu akbar my heart moves like the prophets of allah

[121:54]allah wahda and he used to say to bilal i yeni Abelard

[121:57]please say that i dan it's time make it just bring me

[122:04]into that state of comfort you can't wait to be institute because

[122:07]your heart wants to be institute not your physical body there's a

[122:11]difference look at your mom Holly when they remove the arrow when

[122:17]when he was where Institute Imam Ali Allah's Salam says why Rickett

[122:22]only hidden yaku a hub bully min al geneva mafia he says

[122:32]one one rica in this world for me is greater greater than

[122:37]heaven and what is in it think about that that's someone who's

[122:44]connected to allah so now whatever allah and i have that navigation

[122:52]i begin to build the right emotional code connected to the right

[122:56]ideas that whatever allah wants because i have the navigation system i

[123:01]love whatever allah wants me to think about I think about and

[123:09]I'm not desensitized from these things most of what's happening now and

[123:14]I love your question because of this guys there's a psychological war

[123:20]on your mind and it's after you to embed certain ideas into

[123:28]your mind subconsciously without you knowing I guarantee you millions in even

[123:40]billions of dollars are being dumped by advertising marketing just to implement

[123:45]certain ideas in your mind those ideas lead to a sexuality drugs

[123:54]and drinking I'm sorry stereotypes any temptation you're being fed that's what's

[124:11]happening temptations are being fed to you look at the Super Bowl

[124:15]look at halftime I'm sorry just question yourself right there just for

[124:20]a second are you a person who can't wait for the halftime

[124:27]show or are you a person who despises the halftime show check

[124:35]yourself if you understand what I just said you will see where

[124:43]is the truth where is falsehood where's temptation where is goodness and

[124:51]when you understand that and your navigation is set properly you won't

[124:55]know the truth how clear it is and in the Quran it

[125:01]says toboggan or rush liminal high truth is clear from error you

[125:05]know it but when you become so desensitized you need so much

[125:09]to knock you out of that space that you need somebody to

[125:15]die that's very close to you to start one reflecting and thinking

[125:19]tomorrow that might be me then you're like oh my god I

[125:25]should think of my hair after what am i doing but then

[125:30]a week goes by the door closes and you're just back to

[125:34]your old habits it doesn't even change you because you're in love

[125:39]with what your opinion does it make sense now does that answer

[125:46]your question I knew we would get there okay khadeem are you

[125:53]satisfied okay excellent I love that it's okay but that's excellent intrigue

[125:57]is even more awesome I'm sorry Kareem I can't a team I

[126:05]think I think we're all tired but listen you want to go

[126:07]a couple more hours I'm good to go I swear to you

[126:10]I can go all night but if there's any more last questions

[126:12]or comments I'll do it really quick then we'll go from there

[126:16]anything what is it three levels that was a say he says

[126:38]feeling he said this is the emotion you know how I always

[126:43]say I don't know if you watch my lectures and you guys

[126:44]listen I have a ton of free information out there so if

[126:49]you want like just find it there's just a bunch of stuff

[126:53]okay but there's one one little presentation that I have and it

[127:00]talks about the four four levels of communication the four languages of

[127:02]communication and their verbal behavioral emotional Andres imam ali in this sequence

[127:08]he's talking about three of them okay the emotional someone feels the

[127:14]verbal and why the behavioral so those are three languages imam hassan

[127:20]ali salam he says true generosity is giving someone before they ask

[127:27]so what other languages should you be reading you seen I'm saying

[127:32]so these things really exist and some people are scientists at this

[127:36]kind of level of communication I've studied this stuff to the nth

[127:41]level I pick up on everything 55 percent of communication is behavioral

[127:47]seven percent is verbal and 38 percent is emotional if you're thinking

[127:57]this is the only thing I should worry about LA siroque okay

[128:00]but at the end of the day when you start understanding that

[128:06]imam ali ali sanam is telling you feel so that means you

[128:08]have to have the right principle intact what dictates that principle that's

[128:13]your moral code whatever you think it is so a lot of

[128:17]us by the way and I'll give you even a little bit

[128:18]more a lot of us we think because we feel something it's

[128:26]the truth I feel something so there first true we don't think

[128:34]about that wait a minute is that truth is that emotion truth

[128:39]is it or is just because I feel it do you see

[128:48]what I'm saying so do you even check your own emotional state

[128:56]if I'm not satisfied why am i truly looking for the truth

[128:59]or do I just want to quarrel do I study myself at

[129:06]the nth level of my own intention do I look at that

[129:09]so push out your ideas and your emotions from you and look

[129:17]at them watch them see if they are truthful or not test

[129:21]them and then make a decision but don't think just because you

[129:30]feel something and you're not satisfied or you are satisfied that it's

[129:36]the truth but a lot of us we make that mistake that

[129:39]we think because we feel something but therefore why it's truth so

[129:47]ultimately on these kinds of levels what I want to say in

[129:52]terms of conclusion I think we're just going to conclude here but

[129:54]ultimately when you as a person start understanding that you feel talk

[130:01]and do these are three levels ok rasul-allah repeats the same thing

[130:09]he says if you see something that is wrong feel it in

[130:12]your heart he says do something about it he goes the other

[130:18]way as imam ali he says if you can't do something about

[130:20]it he says what use your tongue say something if you can

[130:24]say something and it's that kind of pressure then at least feel

[130:28]it in your heart rasul-allah goes the opposite of you mom Ali

[130:33]but this is a system you can one cannot deny these are

[130:40]universal concepts no one can deny that we do these things no

[130:42]one start off with universal concepts so what do I do with

[130:44]these what do these three things go back to it goes back

[130:50]to emotion how do I feel about this particular thing do I

[130:56]like it and am i against it or I hate it you

[130:58]see I'm saying it goes back to that split it goes back

[131:02]to your ideas and emotions is there anything before your ideas or

[131:07]emotions do you see that is there anything before your ideas or

[131:14]emotions but but do you see that like you as a person

[131:26]can you go past anything your ideas or emotions you see these

[131:32]questions it's but it's excellent these are good things to reflect on

[131:39]and ponder on now from here if that's the case and I

[131:41]am a set of what ideas and emotions and these things connect

[131:48]who has the best principles because when these two connect they create

[131:53]a principle and that becomes you who has the best set of

[131:57]principles that's what dictates the truth and this person has to be

[132:10]the closest to what perfection right now there's one human being if

[132:15]you would take all of humanity there's one human being who at

[132:21]least supersedes every other human being if you were to measure human

[132:26]beings that's why we have records right why do we have records

[132:33]so they can be one broken but that's the threshold of man

[132:38]but that's the high form of perfection so perfection exists but just

[132:45]in different forms this is how we measure so who has the

[132:52]best set of principles you have to ask are they living not

[132:56]living who do you follow your own ideas who do you follow

[133:02]what dictates who you are now when you cultivate a bunch of

[133:06]principles what happens that creates an identity that identity is going to

[133:15]interact with the world that moral system will interact with the world

[133:24]and now I'm you get results where right now depression is the

[133:28]highest rate of humanity but were the most civilized are we are

[133:33]we that's a relative point for you to discuss in your own

[133:42]mind and you see how these things work but it's just based

[133:44]on principle not I'm lying who has the highest form of principles

[133:51]and number two who can maintain those principles when you are what

[133:57]tests it so it's not enough to have the principle you have

[134:01]to the principle for you to truly know that you have it

[134:05]you have to be tested and I'll give you a final example

[134:07]and went on with this when imam hussain ali salaam in the

[134:13]middle of battle then goes off and it says allahu akbar allah

[134:18]akbar that's a test your own life is at stake but you're

[134:32]still gonna pray did he pass the test you guys ever heard

[134:36]the story all the time so that true that is true principle

[134:43]when you are tested with fear Allah says we will test you

[134:46]with fear wealth everything you're gonna be tested and when that wealth

[134:51]is taken away and let's say you're a millionaire some people kill

[134:55]themselves because they can't handle that some people lose a loved one

[134:59]they start blaming God they lose their faith you see no I'm

[135:06]saying it's it's you could it's it's it's listen at the end

[135:09]of the day it's your choice that's listen what you said is

[135:15]beautiful by the way what's wrong with that it's a choice excellent

[135:19]but can you escape religion if I just said you're a set

[135:26]of laws and regulations no one can escape religion you just stated

[135:30]a law you stated an idea that you believe in that's your

[135:36]religion it doesn't matter if you're an atheist it doesn't matter if

[135:40]you're a theist it doesn't matter that's your religion if you believe

[135:44]in God that's your religion you don't believe in God that's your

[135:47]religion imam ali says you can't escape religion a religion is a

[135:54]belief system but there's a difference between organized religion and non organized

[135:57]religion but it's okay but it's okay not to do that and

[136:05]an atheist Imam Ali Allah's Salam says he says they're angry with

[136:09]Allah usually they have a lot of anger because they blame you

[136:16]did this to me you're in this test not me I get

[136:19]to blame you as I'm dependent on you why did you let

[136:21]this happen you see how this stuff works so at the end

[136:30]of the day your decisions will create consequences those consequences if you

[136:35]truly believe they're going to be weighed on the day of judgment

[136:39]it will change your behavior here it's all based on one your

[136:48]belief structure and that day some of us are gonna have the

[136:52]book we're now right hand and poor a person like me it's

[136:58]probably gonna have it in their left hand okay and I'm gonna

[137:01]be a beggar than to asking you please give me a deed

[137:05]I'm sorry I shouldn't hurt you this way I haven't taken account

[137:12]but it all goes back to your belief system our belief system

[137:17]toheeb which is the oneness of God which is a journey within

[137:24]itself to understand this is the backbone of your belief Tao hey

[137:31]Aladin which is God's divine justice some people think that God is

[137:39]not just he's unfair life is unfair why am I here this

[137:42]is not fair a person who comes from that perspective blames God

[137:48]this system that you built with my finite information and your infinite

[137:54]information and the way it's built I get to judge you Wow

[138:00]opinion again but from there once you understand that the third level

[138:12]is what new boowa is believing in a prophet who can be

[138:17]relative perfection who can handle the code the Allah sends down that

[138:22]personality has to be able to handle the responsibility then from there

[138:27]he mama which is the imams then in me i'd going back

[138:34]to allah those are the five levels that's your backbone if you

[138:41]just understand the first one and that's why I challenged and why

[138:47]my brother mr.

[138:46]Bazzi said what tell hey when you figure out that code in

[138:55]your heart something ignites in the amount of confidence that you have

[139:01]is incredible it's literally when you start understanding that I am absolutely

[139:08]dependent me I'm absolutely dependent on an absolute independent there you find

[139:19]submission and your heart now goes into sujood willingly that's how it

[139:26]works when I look at dependency and I say I'm in need

[139:33]me I need something and it's ultimately allah azza wajal and when

[139:37]your heart can submit there I'm telling you you have emotional richness

[139:41]there's nothing in your heart that's angry malice resentment it's incredible what

[139:50]happens to your heart I'm sorry for taking so long I love

[139:54]whatever is here ok thank you for doing what you're doing good

[139:59]for you and if I lost you somewhere down the line please

[140:01]forgive me that means I'm not that good ok please keep us

[140:08]in your prayers keep every person who has stayed at least in

[140:11]your prayers this is a journey I'm telling you so good for

[140:16]you if you've stayed good for you that's what I used to

[140:18]do I used to stay I used to be the last person

[140:21]about maybe three four or five o'clock in the morning I would

[140:25]find the speaker and I would wait for my questions the last

[140:28]moment and I wouldn't care but those are the best conversations from

[140:33]three to five in the morning if you can stay up I'm

[140:37]not telling you to do that to me because I'm not staying

[140:39]up with you okay but at the end of the day that's

[140:44]how it works okay seek that knowledge and if you don't understand

[140:47]or you don't have that emotional structure it's okay go after it

[140:52]chase it and don't stop unless you quench your thirst Salah Allah

[141:00]Mohammed Ali Mohammed

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